I am your Mother & your Father.
I am your Daughter & your Lover.
I am life, death & time eternal.
I am the cup & the sword.
I am the right and the left hand path.
You have no power but what comes from me.
November 4, 2011
I am your Mother & your Father.
I am your Daughter & your Lover.
I am life, death & time eternal.
I am the cup & the sword.
I am the right and the left hand path.
You have no power but what comes from me.
April 1, 2011
It’s late morning and I lay there, sprawled upon my bed, irritated by the constricting heavy mucous that has taken residence in my chest. I can hear Herding Stars and The SunGod on the back patio. It’s the barking hour. A particularly joyous time of day, if you happen to be a dog.
So much for coveting an extra hour or so of sleep. No matter. Today I woke up tallying my shortcomings not my successes anyhow. It’s not a particularly productive past time, but it suits my mood. This monstrous cold is sweeping me under like a rip current and the whole week feels like a lateral swim against the tide.
My inner critic rails against me. Is it even possible to fill all the roles I have pronounced upon myself? Devoted Mother. Dutiful Daughter. Responsive Partner. Competitive Student. Dependable Therapist. Compassionate Volunteer. Socially Responsible Woman of Faith. … Dog Mistress….
I close my eyes and argue with this vicious inner cynic for a while. It’s exhausting and I once again seek sleep as a refuge. Just before I finally drift off I hear Tender Warrior playing outside and I smile. Perhaps it is possible to be the shoreline, not the swimmer, and let each role shape me instead.